PASSION
Here is one more from Safekeeping. Thank you so much for liking the one I put up a few days ago. I love this one, not because I wrote it, but because it really was one of those NYC moments, it makes me homesick for the city.
Even though she’s a grandmother now she loves to watch people kiss. She loves how their eyes close, how their lips meet. She loves to watch them make out at bus stops, entrances to subway stations. Sometimes one of them is crying and she feels sad and very interested and she makes up reasons why, one or another is going away, maybe, back to Ohio or into the army. Or they are breaking up. But she likes it best when they aren’t crying. Take today on the subway, for instance. She sat with a grandson on either side of her and right across was a couple eating candy out of two paper bags, feeding each other those soft pieces of yellow peanut-shaped candies and unable to keep their hands off each other. They were skinny and pale, their faces ravaged and sick, she was pretty sure they were junkies, but every time the boy leaned over to kiss the girl, the cords stood out in his neck. Oh, she thought, trembling. Such passion. Meanwhile the boys were reading a poem by a Chinese poet of the ninth century among the ads for jeans and liquor on the subway car. She smiled to herself and squeezed their warm hands because love comes and goes in so many forms and in this city passion is everywhere you look and all you have to do is breathe it in.



"All you have to do is breathe it in!" This is beautiful. It's everything I want from a Substack writer (emotion, scene) and nothing that I don't want! (why are so many posts all about love or beauty or connection in the abstract, without any scene to ground them??) thank you so much for writing.
Feel free to feed me Safekeeping bit by bit on any or every day! I won’t tire.